So it's been awhile since I've written here, but no matter. Is it hard to believe that time passes so quickly when you don't care so much on what's happening?
I'm not saying that I don't care at all, I just try to let all the stress and the troubles pass me by.
In my time, I've been writing a lot. It's a sort of habit I've gotten into since the start of middle school, to relieve stress and to express the emotions I don't show throughout my real life. Even though I almost never finish these stories, they make me happy, at ease. And people are just now starting to see the other side of me, or rather the creative side of me. It's sort of a refresher.
Also in my not-so-spare-time avoiding homework, I've been obsessed with personality tests and understanding my personality, as well as other personalities. I would read these profiles and try to fit them with my friends.
I am an ISTP or an INTP. The S and the N are in turn interchangable since every once and awhile, I would get one or the other. But the profiles are pretty similar as I can pick and choose what I feel fits me best. It's quite interesting as well as a little scary how a test can prove so much about one's self, may it be with relationships, work, family, or friends.
And in these few months, there were many assumptions as well as realizations that crossed my path.
Assumptions being with relationships. It's always that what if this what if that and I can't do anything about it. Honestly, I'm not a forceful person when it comes to things like this. Oh well.
Realizations being that things are not what they would seem. My best friend and I found out that a rumor started last year was a complete lie. This one rumor started through an assumption of a sort that ruined a relationship with another close friend of ours. But it's too late to go back.
It's the start of the new year. Just gotta hope things start out well as school will restart on monday.
I'm not excited.
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I'm not excited either :[[
But rumors are poopy =__= just ignore them.