It's the third quarter of Junior year. I'm supposed to be researching on my colleges and get ready on writing my essays. But at the same time, still try and bring up my grades.
Unfortunately, that hasn't been the case. I haven't been doing anything.
I'm failing math.
I don't do homework.
I don't study.
I don't even go out with my friends anymore (they all are the clingy girlfriend types who spend time with their boys.)
I play a little too much video games.
I don't even write anymore.
Even though I KNOW what I SHOULD do, I can't bring myself to do it. I also know that what happens now would affect my life in the future. But here's my situation.
I'm in the Internation Baccalaureate program. Well, not exactly, but I'm in the classes. Such as Math SL I, History of the Americas, and Physics. And considering the previous list above, I'm doing quite well for doing absolutely nothing. It's pretty epic.
That being said, I've got a LOT of choices in college. What the hell am I going to do? Work with something I enjoy? Or work for the money? I've yet to find out, only a year or so till then.
BUT FOR NOW!
I need motivation to do something, most likely with school. To bring up my grades.
What do you do/think to give yourself motivation?
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For motivation, i usually just listen to music. Or if its motivation to do work, I just think to myself, "if I get through this now, I can chill..." lol, then I do work whilst listening to music, which is like doubley the motivation.
HEY! what happened to that relationship post?! I saw it in my E-MAilz. Seems like you deleted it..oh wells. I thought that was an interesting story with a happy ending. Seems like I could make it into a show that all them teenage girls would watch.
ANYways your questions:
"SO! For people who read this or come across this:
Do you think what was meant to be would happen?
And how long did it take for you to find your someone?"
I don't know the answer to the first questions lol but the second questions.. 16 years...and still going lollolololol
sadness.